Christmas red slip _ residual wood Asakusa _ Sina Blog

"Christmas is a holiday, the Westerners to me such a middle-aged man, this day there is nothing important Festival, last year's Christmas Eve and Christmas day but I was unforgettable memories, like coaster, suddenly rushed to the clouds, but fall into the abyss. ' Yang, this year's Christmas again, I think to tell you, Memorial and comfort of he stood me up. " Divorced, I encountered a single of his he called dianin, who last year was one of my friends rented his unit House shop, he is responsible for this work, and I often used to help a friend a favor, I and he was getting acquainted. I am a cheerful easy-going person, with many people can chat together, and Ning's contact is commonplace, chatting together, and occasionally go out to dinner, and little difference. One day he stood in front of the door and said to me: "to set your car is broken, and I will give you an a new, otherwise cold would be very cool. " This simple words this simple action, let me a hot, I began to have a special impression. After the divorce of my life alone with children, all along I bear the burden of all the pressure and, although it's hard, but forever have already got used to it. And ex-husband's marriage was sweet and moving, but not all wealthy but I hurt heart. To find someone to take care of my idea is not without, relatives and friends have also been advised me, saw a few people, but perhaps it was because of the divorce experience hurt me, I can not always fully to appreciate each other, the heart is also difficult to really open up. But things sometimes, but not your own, we're still gradually developed. One time he asked me out to dinner, a single man and a divorced woman go out alone? I immediately pushback, "no, I have to go home for the children to cook. " " You take the time to cook for dinner, eat up to children to take home point is not on the list, I have no other meaning, just for dinner only. "His tone with unquestionable firmly and politely request. I'm sorry again refused, so we started. This after he used to say, since you can have dinner with me, you're not bothering me, if you ignored me, it is I do, you'll see me. His phone is my wake-up alarm clock honestly, though, can be started when I still had doubts. Maybe I live too real, maybe the middle age, I had to love desperate conditions of age, he did not make me look good. He is not high, plain, salary, so I first told his shortcomings, I wanted him to quit, one of which is ar bed. To the morning, this was once a has made me a headache, I don't think anyone is not tolerate a lazy wife. Can I did not think that the next day morning, my mobile phone suddenly rang, I moaned at heart who so early telephones, disturb me while drifting off to answer the phone, it is his voice, "you don't have to answer the phone, listen up. " I heart immediately warmed, for people who love each other, where what is not inclusive of shortcomings. From then on, every morning, my phone would be on time. Once I was ill, not to work at night he called to ask, to come and see me, I said "no, children must have also read the exam?". About half an hour, phone call came in, he told me, "you and your child to eat are placed at the door and let the children get into it. " Half a year's time, he told me all the things you care about, ill take medicine, cold tianyi, common people's daily life mundane, everything he could do well to think, for me, and I told him, but always carelessness, his friends think I'm not good enough for him, but he does not care, he knows my heart has been gradually he was the most important location, he paid me and respect got my identity. The first kiss has become a last last year's Christmas Eve, we finally and young people take to the streets hand in hand. The bustling crowd, dazzling lantern, facing a beautiful Christmas tree ... May be affected by a young man's infectious, he sidetracked said, "tomorrow is Christmas day, we both make a wish. " " Good! " we finally decided to use the brush in red paper, write down their wishes for Santa Claus to give us a witness. So we happily going to buy a piece of red paper, an appointment the next day in the largest Christmas tree in front of the make a wish, and to write a good red note common save, reserved for the occasion. The way we said with a smile, unconsciously, he sent me to the door, he stood in front of me first gently kissed me on the forehead, said: "a good sleep, tomorrow, I telephone. " I am very excited and feel happiness is coming ... The next day or Christmas night, I got everything packed and waiting for his phone call. You can phone still has not sounded, I was dismayed when I exploded the phone call, the phone is his colleagues. My colleagues told me, ' Ning because of sudden heart attack, down in his desk ... When I drive pastAnd colleagues from his purse took out a red paper, wrote above, the "love each other forever." My vision blurred, with trembling hands out its own write red paper, "the ends of the Earth, life together". Dianin, wherever you go, I will follow you, Ah, Ah, why did you leave me, we're not about yet, why do you stood me up. Big drop large drops of tears down the hand of the two red paper. In an instant ' Ning went almost a year, I am afraid of loneliness, Ning just to leave me alone. We agreed on Christmas Eve, Christmas day goodbye, my cell phone is no longer as he sounded the alarm in my forehead into the first kiss, the last of our red note from me, he went on to go to heaven. Dianin, do you go, whether in a year later, Miss me? ... r>No good will stay in in the past and Xiao-Chun's meeting is in her fight to hotline of the next day, and the phone with her story, her performance in front of me is very open-minded, face introverted smile seems sad have internalized to the heart. The edge, always the most difficult to overcome in life, sometimes, people can be, sometimes have to go with God. One of my classmates, not long ago was sick, she and her boyfriend is going to get married, she sent yesterday to the information in the past, everything will recover well, who knows what she said is not very good, surgery time also to be determined. I really do not know how to comfort her, he said that the new year is coming soon, no good will remain in the past, everything will be all right. 25 December Christmas, while not new, but it is to commemorate a newborn, a fresh start before us, the forgotten is not pleasant in the past, the record is for the future period JI. ' Ning in the Christmas day of departure, not left for future a new unknown, know how to love the idea, the value of life is not to allow yourself to have a very meaningful, but let me love each other people feel the raw power. Sometimes, the end is also a kind of beauty, with regret, exhaustion, leaving hope, just like a piece of red to heaven, printed at the top of two hearts, dead or alive, they cannot be separated from the distance of two hearts. However, this difference too cruel, have also maintained the winter temperature of you and me, the good holds his own fate, cherish health locus. Life is saying about the extraordinary in the unconstrained story, sometimes dramatic to difficult to imagine, to get through customs Kham, think about the next day in the end, or do you want to continue. In fact, as long as it continues, is probably a lucky. br>Finally, I wish you a Merry Christmas!